hmm...juz woke up from slp...still feelin sleepy sia....last few days no proper slp...always ponderin over things....thinkin thinkin and thinkin even more...i used to be a happy go lucky fella till smthg chnged my life completely and its nw gonna stay tt way...be4 didnt even bother to think abt future...bt nw its different...if onli i started being futuristic earlier....then all these troubles wld'nt have happend...haizzz...a incident can reali wake up a person completely....haizz..and tts wat has happened to me....i'm juz a piece of shit and i'm willin to admit tt...

p.s....yupz true...i'm so ironic myself....i've always said tt i hate cheaters yet i'm one myself...life suz....