im juz feelin super depressed and pissed rite nw..with myself!..dunno y...wats goin on??..i juz gt an ultimatum..and im like y???...i think i work hard...though hols i am filled with commitments..haizz..i understand their frustrations..i have been missin quite a no of experiments...so yea..i understand..bt leave early abt 1/2 hr and i get screwed...haiz..and 1 guy goes slpin...wth la..next time wanna handle pls stick to face to face la..dun get others involved...it is seriosly irritating..i juz cant take tis anymore..i juz wana quit...bt i cant..too deep inside..for the 1st time..i feel like stepppin down...bt then i dunn wanna betray the rest..haizzz...reali feelin veri moody rite nw..