hmmmm...feelin veri troubled..duno y..its like im feelin veri sick, weak....mind filled with thoughts til i cant conc on stuff..yesterdya durin drivin...i nearly casued an accidents...WATS WRONG WITH ME?..haiz...its like i juz cnt concentrate..im nww havin a phobia of myself...wat can i do?...reali feelin veri pissed and moody...tests comin up...i juz cant continue like tt...today went budha temple...prayed 4 inner peace...reali need it..need to clear all my thoughts rite now...haizz....sat supposed to go out with her...shld i cancel???will i cock up?..haizz...simply need INNER PEACE..anyone knoes hw to get it?...

wah kao...tis week still so busy la.....cant wait for elearin..nt cos i wan learn...cos i wan slp...=)...haahhahaz....still havin camp hangover...lack of black beauty slp...lolz..need to compensate tis comin weeek..last wk everyday still comin back late...nthg much 4 the week..fri was fun though...peili bday celebrated in club hse..then evenin aft meetin went to town with the bod...quite fun...then came back...yesterday and today had family gathring in chalet..lolz...juz came back and nw doin matthew's camp report...lolz..gotta submit it tml...cant wait for everythin to end..need a fuckin long break....
i guess a break of about a few weeks can ruin a relationship...well..haizz...should nt have waited this long..too much commitments..and everythin is gone...hmmm...feelin a little emo nw...haizzzz...anw
til next time
cheers..

hmmm...FINALLY ITS OVER..man im reali so relieved nw la...all the stress i felt the last few days seems a distant dream..well..wat to say abt the camp?....it depends on hw we look at it i gues...haizzz...its like...juz like i expected....when i 1st heard abt the camp 2 wks ago..i was thinkin abt the outcome...and i gotta say it was juz like wat i thought it to be or even bette....bt then again i m hapy...one real succes is bondin...whether or nt 4 campers...it did work for the snrs...i feel hapy 4 all the snrs....i can reali see them well bonded..all 3 clubs or maybe 2..LOL...haahhahaz..overal i m happy...even if nt veri gd...it isnt bad for 2 wks rush work...well i gotta thank alll my camp comm members and the helpers....cos if nt 4 them i wld have died at the camp....SERIOus...and i reali mean die...last day itself i cldnt take it....coupled with some other issues..LOL...for nw...
THANK YOU MY DEAR CAMP COMM AND HELPERS....REALLI APPRECIATE IT...
hmmm....nearly had a problem with a maisie...juz clarified with her abt it..feel much better..bt then another bomb nw...keith has left club...haizzz...seriously iits saddenin...though i knoe him like less than 2 mths..i'm kinda close to him already and suddenly get such a news..reali hard to take la....will reali miss him alot as a fren..haizzz....for nw..
conc on studies...i wan my 3.5..
conc on her...reali been neglecting her 4 the past few wks...gotta spend more time with her oredy i guess...haahhaz...

til nxt time..
cheers...

sianz...nw at hme thanz to my bloody flu..doesnt sem to get better...haiz...yesterday went down to sch though i was reali sick...and regretted it...in the end dunno hw i managed to come back...thanx to maisie la..if nt for her...think i wld have died in the train..LOL...came back...bathed and slpt...reali too weak...nw feelin better..the camp is in like 3 days....so blody fast...alot thjings still nt yet settled...haizz...juz hope everythin goes smoothly..til next time...
~cheers....

hmmmm....a bit emo i guesss...haizz...1 yr has passed...flashin memories...anw today went to get my bag...went to cp get the epoxy glue..then met teng and wl...then teng follow me raffles....bought my crumpler..cost a bomb...168!!..lol..then came back lor...sianzz....