hmmmm...today pon lesson went to sch anw to settle the finance stuff..still gt some probs..then had the poly forum briefin....hmm matthew gave some racist comments as usual...haizzzz...he juz dunno wat to say when sia...though i dun mind...i realised tt the other indians trhere were pissed...lolz..seriously he was like dun wory nesh u will se banglas..like wth la..if im there alone with chinese ppl...i dun bother la..bt its like he's juz makin others pissed though i dun give a damn...crazy fella...well though 1 part i was kinda pissed.....when he was like dun worry doesnt mean u gt talent u will perform..ganesh gt no talent..he still inside....haizz...jackass...juz dun give a damn oredy...my tolerance level is pretty high...i gt ppl comin up to me..u sure u wan give face..and sme ppl liek think im scared...haizz...am i suppoesed to change or wat?...i feel tt if the person is jokin its ok..bt then if i feel he's nt then he die and i did it be4...one guy started scoldin me 4 no reason and he gt screwed...i oredy told tis be4...u can be racist as long its a joke..or else tts it...haizzz..bt then am i reali exceptionally tolerant?...well racism isnt the onli thing tt makes me tolerant to....its oso abt 'her'...15 will knoe wat i talkin abt..its like whenever im with them...they somehw link me with her..like wtf la...its a past and past is past...seruiously if im like some others with bad temper...by nw il be an angry kid hu screams at ppl 4 no reason....i mean...its like eveyrone has their own tolerance level la...and everyone oso has feelings..sometime i feelt tt if onli ppl stop doin this...racism and past memories...haizzzz...the last time they did smthg stupid with my ph...i screwed them upside down..juz hope i dun hav to tt again to those peepz...i do hav feelins..juz hope ppl understnad tt...haizzz...shld i be like some angry kid??..or shld i juz stay on like hw i am??....haizz....juz hope to be the normal nesh...period..

hmmm....gettin sick of it man...aargh..feelin so pissed off these few days...problems juz love to crop up...haizzzz....its all over...though its diff to say it..yea i juz gotta 4get abt her la...its so dumb yet its happenin....1 yr ago smthg like tis happened...and its occurin again 1 yr later..hate such stuffff....rater be gay...haizzzzz...for nw il juz conc on my studies my peepz and my new found rotaract family...ahahhahaz...tests comin up...1 done 1 to go be4 hols and havoc starts...fri test ends at 8....when i return hme...my parents will be gone by then to penang..il be left alone...i dun wanna stay at hme alone and start broodin over things...anyone wan chio me out?..LOL..