betting...

hahaz..back again...sch started oredy...quite borin sia..tis wk filled with tests....2 done..1 more to go..on fri..haizzz....the world cup is still on...so at least still gt some excitement....nwdays the spoe pools shop is like a hangout place for me sia....been goin there nearly everyday since world cup started....most of time is bettin for my frenz...hahaahaz...and to think of it...i'm nt even 18 yet...all the while it was irene eugene and me bettin bt nw woeiling has got into the act sia....so shockin...today went there gt abt $30 worth of bets...and a scratch card tt was completely useless....haahz...tt day won the italy match....nearly gt a heart attack watchin the match...yesterday lost brazil match thanz to someone's jinxed words...lolz...hahaz...lookin 4ward to germany match...if i win my bet i gonna win $45 bt then again i doubt il win..lol...haizzz...my fren is one luck ass...goin to germany to watch wc tml....haizzzz..well at least he promised to get me a jersey when he returns....hahahaz...till next time..

~cheers...

tiring.....

haiz..so tiring last few days...startin from fri nite sia...fri nite...supposed to slp and then wake up ard 3 to watch france play...bt in the end lost my slp completely tt nite...so onli managed to slp ard 5...had to wake up again at 7 and had to go to tt stupid flag day event at marin parade....it was quite borin xcept for the fact tt we cld slack and we were like killing time at east coast park sia..lolz....then aft the event finished ard 2..we slacked ard a little...and then i and jo left to airport for duty...was supoosed to be replacin sokkee tt day in t1 arrivals...was'nt reali ookin forward....bt then tt was the 1st time duty at arrivals was so fun...the onli time i was out of arrivals was durin break time...other than tt was in arrival with mary and jiajia...my 2 fav csos sia....so fun with them ard...crappin ard all the way...hahaz...then left duty ard 10pm and then left airport for poolfuzion to visit irene...when i gt there, delwyn,wl,chunhwee were there oredy...watched the 1st half of the germany match and then left....wanted to cycle back to poolfuzion ard 1+..bt then the moment i bathed i gt knocked out..so damn tired sia....next day cld'nt even wake up...in the end slept till ard 5+ and then onli i felt much better..today had the eng design test....shld be able to do well...haaahzz....tml another one...gotta work hard for it....hmmmm....tis has been smthg i have been ponderin over the last few days....a gal and a guy....isit so difficult to have a clean relationship between these 2....y does when a guy be frenz with a gal, others assume that he's going steady with her?!..its juz so irritating to hear all these crap....haizzz...well tts the world for u...well the last time i updated....i did'nt update the date and time....and tt reali caused some trouble and my slp...so well nw i'l take 'special' care to see tt my date and time is properly updated......

~cheerz....

haaahz....last few days so bloody tiring...tues played soccer at cl hse then went for duty...so damn tired at duty....for e 1st time i played xbox 360 at airport sia....at the ctrl cter there...there was a angmoh there...and we bth were playin 4 some time...so damn fun sia...i dun know whether anyone caught me and i dun care!!!....anw aft duty went back hme with the others...tt nite..watched the matches...and then slept..the next day was so free....1st time slacked and rest at hme..went granny's hme 4 a while and saw the block surrounded by police..turned out tt some fella committed suicide...haizz...saw the whole area filled with blood sia...so gross...bet 4 irene some matches..then came back do project...wed nite onli slept 4 ard 1 hr sia...from 3am onwards i was awake..watched my dear holland play and oso ivory coast...then the next mornin met irene and left to airport for the stupid skit rehearsal thingy...we were like rehearsin the dance steps...the onli ppl hu cld do it properly was zi rong and pheobe...lol...the rest were like strugglin and laughin..the worst part is tt each has a partner...and i gt...SHEENA..scary sia...hope i dun get injured by the end of the performance...lolz...anw aft tt ard 12 slacked at macs with the peeps...and then at the sign in room...then we all left...and tt was at 2...since i was onli supposed to meet jun ho at ard 5+...so killed time by takin bus with irene hme...lol..in the end she injured her leg...and then went to do window shoppin at compass pt...and she was like 'i nt gonna bet anymore til quearterfinals'...bt in the end she bet and the irony is tt she wont all her bets sia...lucky her..hahaz...then ard 5+ left for braddel met junho and junhan at ard 6....still the same huge size sia...bth of them...hahaz..went back whitley met all the juniors...one thing i noticed was tt all the sec 1 kids are so damn tiny sia...hahaz..and slacked and played soccer there til ard 9 and then came back hme...jun ho dropped me at compass pt...lol...and then i left 4 hme lor...so bloody tired...it seems irene gave me wake up call at 3 bt i cant even remeber...lolz..tt shows hw tired i was...til next time...
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hmm..today so tired...onli slpt for less than an hr...then had to go to the IMF trainin at the starhub buildin...so tirin...thank god had sc dad to fetch us there..so in the end was'nt late....was in the same table as bern scor and quek....so damn fun sia...our table was the noisiest...rite infront of the trainer somemore...hahaz...in the end was stonin 4 some time...then went to bet on togo match and saudi match....trainin finished ard 5+ then followed the others to cathay....they were suposed to watch movie...bt then i quek and bern did'nt wan...so in the end we walked to suntec did some window shoppin then went carl's jr to met darren,alexis and varian...was chattin with them 4 some time....then i and quek decided to go cathay to meet them aft movie....turned out they were supposed to watch the 8.45 show...LOL lor..so in the end we decided to go back hme...met roy..our jl expo boss in the mrt...was chattin with him til reached pp...then came back hme lor....haiz...realised i lost money on the togo match...haizz...hope can recoup some in the saudi match....lolz..

wah nvr update for more than wk sia...hahaz...world cup has started...nowadays sleepin ard 5am and wakin up ard 3pm..haizz...my slepin hours have reali gone headwire....last few days very busy...goin out nearly everyday...

tues went for duty...wah...i lost my goddamn specs...in the AIRPORT somemore...stupid sia...juz placed it behind me in the toilet..aft washin my face..it was gone...haizz..$140 juz like tt..other than tt duty was quite fun...became senior rover for once...hahaz...then on wed slept till 3..missed cya meetin...hahahaz...then in the evenin met irene and jo to have a meetin with the radin mas cc...by the time it finished was ard 9.30..then reached hme and watched world cup as usual.....the next day went to make my specs...realised my spec degree went down by ard 100 sia...nt bad...then waited slacked at macs for ard 1hr to wait for irene and then we went to IMM and met rynel to check out the stuff for the carnival...then went to meet vicky to discuss some stuff and then came back....the next day had some grad nite rehearsal crap...as usual woke up late..so reached there half hr late too...hahaz..then rehearsed a little while then slacked a bit in the room...then as promised treat irene to swensens..haizz..there goes my soccer winnings....ate swensens with irene bern and weihan...then went for duty...hahahaz...tt was the 1st time i started duty so late sia ard 7.30pm...then watched argentina match in the airport....argentina are absolutely brilliant....haizzz...then aft duty went to bugis with irene to meet joan hu was workin at poolfuzion1....then aft tt managed to catch the last train and reached hme ard 12.30..watched the holland and mexico match...and then slept...sat had some carnival at the british high commisioner residence...as usual wokeu up late and thus was late 4 event...rushed there by cab..was quite fun though...alot of pretty babes...hahaz..bt in the end had to leave early cos had smthg on...so left ard 3.45 with irene and took cab hme....then wentout came back ard 9plus..did the proposal 4 the carnival..and watched all e mathches and slpet ard 5....hahahzzz....haizzz....nw doin my fof assignment sia..next wk can finally play soccer again...yea cant wait..

haizzzzz.....

hmmm....well dunno y...in the past gt things to talk abt...bt then for the past few days i'm juz nt the same....life juz does'nt feel the same as be4...well nw workin in expo...met some great frenz...also gt a new 'brokeback' partner....lolz...bt then all these is when i'm out..when i'm hme its back to the same old nesh...well every man has 2 sides in his life...same goes for me...ppl may think tt i'm some joker always crappin ard..yea tts hw its like...bt somehw when i'm at hme or with my cousins....i juz cant be like tt...dunno y...isit the atmosphere...dunno leh..dunno y i'm talkin abt tis....bt then felt tt i shld juz pour out everythin in my heart..life had changed completely for me...the once a happpygo-lucky guy is gone...its time to be more serious...haiz...well...juz went through the others' blogs...my dumbness had affected lots of ppl...sorry to everyone concerned and affected...for nw...il juz be alone by myself...a pure loner...

hmm...juz woke up from slp...still feelin sleepy sia....last few days no proper slp...always ponderin over things....thinkin thinkin and thinkin even more...i used to be a happy go lucky fella till smthg chnged my life completely and its nw gonna stay tt way...be4 didnt even bother to think abt future...bt nw its different...if onli i started being futuristic earlier....then all these troubles wld'nt have happend...haizzz...a incident can reali wake up a person completely....haizz..and tts wat has happened to me....i'm juz a piece of shit and i'm willin to admit tt...

p.s....yupz true...i'm so ironic myself....i've always said tt i hate cheaters yet i'm one myself...life suz....

back again...

hmm...y did i delete..frankly no idea...at tt pt juz felt deletin all my contacts to the world...and thus drove to such a decision....well nw i'm back bloggin startin all over again...hmmm...

today went to expo for work at JL sale 4 1st time...it was fun sia...all the other peeps were fun...felt quite guilty though since we all bullied him a little too much....haahz...bt heck la....was fun then went airport met the others...and came back hme with them and nw bloggin....haahaz...tts all 4 today ba...more updates soon..

~cheers