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holidays r meant to be relaxed....well nt in my case...i guess....hahaz...yesterday thanx to diana and jane had to go for JL orientation twice...lolz..met them and went for the 1st one at 10am....saw alexis darren var and ben oso...and oso met some of the ex staff.....then aft tt met quek for lunch went mos..then went back somerset mrt to wait for the rest....and of crse we went a little late for the orientation...stella was kinda shocked seein me again....hahahaz...gotta say tis time for afternoon shift gt more prettier gals than last time sia....lolx...well finished ard 4 then i and quek went to suntec city to meet kyla and the other 6th batch.....their trainin seems more high class....aft goin for the traiinin..one thing was confirmed...SP has the least pretty gals....LOL...seriously lor...there gt ard 3 schs...SP, SMU, NP....SP had 5 tables..SMU had 3 tables and NP had 1......tt one NP table had more prettier gals than all the other 8 tables combined together sia...serious!!...even jo was tellin the same thing...hahaz...wasted i nt doin hotel sia.....their trainin was fun..saw jw and jojo there...had a chat....stayed ard a little more and then came back ard 6......came back and knocked out til 8.....then today had to go SP to help out in the uniform stuff...in the end woke up at 7...woke wl up.....and then realised tt i was quite sick....lolz....was havin a flu so decided to rest at hme.....so slept again woke up at ard 2 with disturbances in between from quek and kyla....hahahaz...slacked ard....went grany hse came back.....tml goin back sec sch...cant wait to meet all the old peeps...kinda miss them sia..hhahah...bt sadly think most of my JC frenz cant make it..all gt prelims...talkin abt sec sch reminds me abt my sec sch life...so relaxed...i kinda changed alot since then i gues...from my voice to looks to attitude...lolz....
last time i was a really happy-go-lucky person...with nthg to care abt except the usual scolding from teacher...hahahz...no stress...no events to organise...nt much probs...veri nerdy....hahaz..bt then comes poly life....everythin changes...its like life becomes different..we gotta be solely independent...frankly alot of ppl i met from sec sch says tt i've changed...even my teacher...dunno in which way they mean....hahaz..bt yeapz i gotta agree....sec sch days i cld ctrol my words....vulgarites nt so fluent...bt nw..haiz....vulgarites juz love to pop out of my mouth....hmmmm...life changes all the time....juz hope it all changes for the good.....problems have arrived and gone....its juz abt hw we can cope with them....in my case i've been tryin to cope with it as well as i can...bt then gt a feelin a breakdown is nearin me soon....haizzzzz....juz gotta carry on....

life is short....gota enjoy it to the fullest....
hope things change to the fullest....
some memories stay etched in the heart and these memories give the most pain....
juz gotta endure....&
ENDURE I WILL!!......

hahaz...hw's my new skin eh?...simply love it sia...was lookin for that backgrd for the past few mths...at last managed to find it and use it well...lolz...well took ard 2 hrs to do it sia..hahahaz...last nite slept ard 2+...and all thanks to kyla had to wake up earlier today at 6 even though my imf trainin onli starts at 8.30....LOL...in the end woke up at 6.30 thanks to kyla oversleepin....lolz....in the end she was'nt late...then aft tt managed to find my way to hall 3 level 14 and went for trainin on time.....trainin was ok...quite borin bt oso fun thanks to the others and the sparc guys....mostly talkin abt hw to use and fix phones, fax machines and walkie talkies...lolz.....then went walkabout and finished ard 4.30......nearly cldnt make it for JL work sia tis wk...bt thanks to the benefit of replacemen....nw i can still work..my imf work starts from 4th to 20th sep..out of which i gt replacemen helpin me out from 5th to 9th....hahahahaz....lucky vicky dun knoe sia...if nt she sure nag nag one..hahaz..anw realised tt i'm gonna get a 3G phone sia....HAHAHAHAHAZ....onli me from cya and another from sparc....somemore new model sia haven even come out in spore....nokia e50....bt then the model does'nt reali look veri nice...bt stilll....new phone..hope i get to keep it aft the imf....which i veri much doubt so......LOLZ......

anw i'm supposed to change scor's blogskin one of these days...another dolphin one...hmmm..anyone gt any ideas?...lolz...

haizz....holidays so sianz sia....nowadys nthg to do til i feel like studyin....LOL......yesterday mornin went cousin hse then evenin had prayers......came back onli ard 9++.......sianzz......then today mornin go out.....think the others havin amazing race sia.....hahaz....quite fun....was helpin kaanthan to find his location....hmmmm....next fri i might be goin to penang with my cousin....bt then muz rush back sia on the 5th...5th mornin i come back....5th aft muz go work....sianz....so rushin.....here's my schedule for next wk...

mon- 8-5pm => IMF tarinin at suntec
night til next day mornin => party at rishi's hse

tues- 2-4pm => JL orientation

wed- maybe sentosa??....

thurs- teachers day celebration/soccer at whitley
collect IMF uniforms...

fri- get my labtop from PC fair
nite- go penang....

sianz....whole wk gone sia...juz like tt...then the next wk gt JL..aft tt IMF....one aft another....its gonna be a tiring holiday....the two pics below i gt it from an email....find it very true sia...absolutely...some may nt agree though.....muahahahaz.....

tis is absolutely true sia...whahaha....

wat do u think....hmmm...

yeapz exams r over....shiok sia....feel so much better....last few wks have been hectic....veri indeed....at least i definitely wont be retakin any module next sem....tues and we paper went on well.....nt so bad nt so good....at most get a B i hope.....today's paper was the perfect ending to the whole sem exams....i onli knoe tt i at most lost 2 marks....so hopefully can get the damned distinction for maths.....gd gd...aft exams...thans to vicky.....had to go down help her with some admin stuff...ten was thinkin wat to do to kill time.....nearly arranged with mama to watch movie...in the end cancelled...then i met quek and alexis and talk to saa regardin the trip thing....then met the other peeps to play soccer..hahaz...played all e way til 2+....so tired sia....was playin aft so long....then aft coolin down....went to meet sk at vicky office...help out a little more in the admin stuff....then left the place ard 4+ and came back hme...slept all e way til 8....
vicky seriously need a major clean up sia....everythin in her office is so mesy...all the 6th batch forms all head wire.....some here some there....juz realised tt my imf trainin is next mon...thinkin of it brings back past memories.....a mth ago.....i was'nt even supposed to be inside then nw i find myself back inside bt nomore in airport....instead in suntec...and vicky keepz tellin me tt i gt the pick of the imf duties.....bt then again i dun reali care abt wat i get as long as i can be with the other peepz....bt then nw tts gone...so juz gotta get on with it and hope it will be fun.......

best frenz can be a reali bad influence at times....
i juz gotta control myself .....
nesh gotta stop....
i gotta stop......
reali....

lolz...so sianz..tml paper..and soo scared...anythin less than 55 and i'm a gonner....haizzzzz....anw today asked del to wake me up..in the end i kept the phone as silent and left in on my com table..LOL...so in the end woke up at 11....met quek wl and liteng to go to sch...then met sk in farrer..then met kaanthan....then met rishi in outram....hahahahz...in the end it was so noisy sia....went sch thanz to my dear 'neh'.....managed to clear most of my doubts...nw feelin more confident 4 my paper...hahahaz....met the same bunch of peeps again at abt 4+ and went to compass pt....went to some malay barber and cut my hair...i told tt guy...cut V...in the end he cut slope...haizzzzz...bt nvm i'm kinda ok with it...at least by the time JL and IMF starts....my hair will be better....lolz...came back hme...mum was like 'ok' til she saw the stripe on my left..hahahahz...she was like 'WAT THE HELL!!!'...heheh...funni sia...then went granny hse came back....back to muggin soon...
list of places tt i shld nvr go to for a long long long time.....
1) marina bay
2) taka macs
3) outside taka and wisma
4) esplanade
lolz...tts all for nw..bt then tis list is definitely gonna increase as the days go by....hahahaz...well looks like soon...the whole of singapore gonna be covered...
anw gtg mug again....wish me luck tml..

OMG....wats wrong sia...i juz cant seem to mug...haizzzzz.....yesterday mugged like nuts for FOF...today gotta do acc...met wl,liteng and del at kovan...and mug mug mug all e way til 4....finished 6 chaps....juz nice..nt out of schedule..lol..then slacked a little and came back....gamed a little...and then mugged again...bt then as much as i try..it juz does'nt wanna get into my head...YYYYYYYY??????....aaaarrrghhh....isit becos of other thoughts in my mind....haizzzzz....things passing thru my mind like nuts....haizz..hope later the score cheers me up a little....manutd vs fulham in abt 10 mins...they better win sia....then gotta mug 3 more chaps and tts the end of acc...tml goin back sch to clarify doubts for FOF....shld be gettin a new haircut too...lolzzzz....


Frankly i dunno wat u tryin to do...as long it keeps u happy...tts gd....

hmmm...i'm so gonna die....stupid cem paper....reali made me damn bloody pissed....was hopin 4 the damned distinction...bt then thanz to the bloody china lecturer....even an A looks quite distant for me.....haizzzzzzz....tell us tt chap nt included in the end come out and screw us...damned idiot...anw aft tt 6pm paper....met quek and went to marina to have steamboat with the rest...hahaz...at least tt chilled me a little....quek gave me a veri useful bk hahahaz....by the time reached marina...managed to learn quite a few of useful chinese words...aft some time...thankz to alex i managed to also learn a couple of useful chinese words too....bt then nt for the right reasons....hahahhaz....ate quite alot....nearly ate beef if nt for the timely intervention of rynel...lolz..then as usual took pics and played foosball....played 3....1st one lost...2nd won...3rd lost thankz to a dumb mistake...lolz...hahaz...anw it was fun playin with ch...then slacked ard....took train back...on the way was as usual manhandled by rynel and alex...lolz...met varian at dg came back with them....
today woke up ard 10...slacked...slept again at 2 and woke up at 6pm.....supposed to meet rishi and go temple to 'pray'....more like 'prey'...anw he nvr come....so was cancelled....juz watched pool vs sheffeild.....hahaz..1-1...nw gonna mug and then maybe watch the 12mn match....haizzz..3 more exams...need to chiong like nuts......
~cheers..

hehez...today was fun...met wl,irene and jo and went to sch to study for maths..jo real joke sia...didnt know where 1831 was...then had to bring her there and then went to meet the others to study for cem..in the end jane taught me some stuff....and then ended up playin bingo til 3.30...then went to fc4 eat and slack ard....then met the others aft their exams to celebrate irene's bday....went to taka macs......hahaz...oredered 18 packets of fries...lolz...took damn bloody long to eat sia....dun think can eat fries for another 3 mths.....hahaaz....then slacked ard a little while more..while watchin the others makin a mockery out of themselves...hahahz...then walked ard orechard til ard 9.30 and came back hme...haizzz..tml gt cem exam...nt veri well prepared bt shld be ok ba....hope i get the damned A...hahahaz...til next time....
~cheers....

hahahaz....yesterday was realy very fun...went to sch at abt 1....took exam at 2.10 finished by 3...lolz...hope to get A sia...was quite easy....then aft tt went to join the rest of the peepZ in celebrating jo's bday at the esplanade....hahaz..go there...nearly gimme shock sia...idiots...then take pics...fooled ard and blah blah til abt 5 then came back hme....haizzz...nw my good reputation is gone in bth esplanade and city hall sia...LOLz...came back rested..went out again at nitez....came back ard 11 i guess....then watched and dwld some stuff(mind u nt porn...lolz) and then slept sia.....hmmmm...gt a realli weird dream sia....still thinkin of it gives me the creepz...well thanks tt its juz a dream...woke up ard 12...well need to go back study...next paper on fri ba.....anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY SC...lucky idiot finished exams sia....lolz...
~adios....

woah woke up the earliest in abt a few wks sia...hahaz...woke at 6.30am..lolz..anw today 1st paper..eng materials...quite confident for tis paper....hahhahaz....well since start at 2...gt quite amt of time to rest...lolz
yesterday woke up at 9....woke wl up...juz like the irene....she oso take damn long to wake up sia...haizzzz.....needed another 10 miss calls....aft wakin her up i went back to slp...LOL...woke up at 12..hahaa...then slacked ard a little and completed muggin for eng materials..yeazz.....then slacked all e way i gues til abt 7+...did some revisioon paper and yeapz.....hopin for an A....lolz.....
last bt nt least....today's my little sun nui's bdae...and tml is sc's bdae...so like to wish bth of them....
Happy 18th Birthday

btw wish everyone all e best for their exams...dun goddamn screw it up....u dun wanna stay on 4 another sem...LOLZ....

woajh juz finished mugggin....mugged like 3 chps for ematerials....haizzz..stupid module....muz memorize like nuts....alll abt memorizin...luckily my gd memory is back now...lol...still can remember wat i studied..tts a gd sign...anw today woke up late....supposed to wake up early bt then woke up at 10.30 thnkz to the hp alarm i had to wake irene up...lolz...then was tryin to wake her up while i was lying half asleep in my bed...typical of irene...had to call like 10 times...be4 she eventually woke up....LOL...then rushed down to temple...supposed to be there at 10...hahahaz...so was there all e way til ard 2+...came back slacked ard and then napped....woke up ard 7.30 mugged...watched liverpool vs chelsea....muz say tt i'm kinda impressive with liverpool...they played reali well...chelsea was crap hahahaz...well anw dun reali care...then mugged again while talkin to clare thru msn...well she's my england fren..someone i met in the airport reali long ago...lolz..speakin of tt...kinda miss doin duty...waitin 4 exams to end ba.....
~cheers...

woah...tis the worst possible time to have exams sia...haizz...tis the mth where i gt lots of family stuff and religious stuff to attend...no time to even study sia...though i can study past 12mn....its juz untypical of me to study....well its quite untypical of nesh to even study...LOL...anw yupz...sianzz...in the past will start revisin 1 mth be4 exams....nw only study like 1 wk be4 exams....hahahaz...anw..mornin mugged for FOF...4 e 1st time i understod tt goddamn module...hahahz...so hopefully exams can score...if nt i gotta say hello to tt stupid lecturer ganesh again...haizzz...y do thoughts have to be reignited so easily sia...frankly i dunno hw...i rarely talk..yet suddenly the past thoughts start comin back..haizzzz....thoughts runnin through my mind....the past is comin back...........

hehehez...feelin quite happy sia..the module which i seriously thought i gonna retake....i cfm gonna pass sia...yupz....today test was a breeze...haizz...tml still muz go back sch...for another test...gems somemore...waste of time...stupid film appreciation....dunno appreciate wat sia....onli the gals i guess...lolz..y cant mm be like sb sia.....tis whole week no sch for them....we guys go sch oso cant see any chio gals...haizzz..suay sia...well juz watched the movie for my test tml....capote..quite interesting....all abt some faggard who wans to write a story about a murder...tis is like one of the few films that captivates me except for tt guy's voice....his voice like uurgh....like vicky sia...with tt stupid high pitched tone..hahahhaz...hmmm...heard alot of news sia abt cya....haizz...its juz goin dowwwwwnnnn the drain.....the whole cca....anw brought back the scanner today at last...and it kinda works well....nt bad for a old scanner..thanz m'bro....anw gtg mug for tml test....erm nt reali mug juz go imdb.com check out movie details and copy....LOL.....
~cheers...

hmm exams comin so damn soon sia....haizz...mon went sch with teng....studied for eng design test....scary sia...thank god the others taught me sia...didnt knoe nearly everythin....bt in the end the test went well...nt bad 4 last min studyin...hahaz...aft tt went to see vicky...hmmm...she sounded a little weird abt sc bt then again nvm....then met quek and came back hme...came back knockout sia...aft tt i realised i made one of the dumbest mistakes in my life sia....well...alll i can say is tt cos of tt I HAD TO REDO MY RWPS PROJECT ALL OVER AGAIN...from scratch...haizzzzz....so in the end rushed tt from 10pm to 12mn....nt bad managed to do it in time...then again tis time i add more detail..so hope to get more marks....slept ard 2+....woke up at 9 and went temple....came back at ard 2 and slept all e way til 7....hehez...ACS is so damn bloody rich sia...for tis yr teachers day event..their lucky draw gt gifts like Hifi set, air tickets, dvd players and an IPOD.....wah i realli hope my mum get the bloody ipod sia...wasted relief teachers nt allowed for the lucky draw sia...lolz...and cant wait for sep 1...and i'm also gonna get a lappy soon sia..thinkin of gettin the fujitsu one from sch...quite light and the specifications are good..anw i gt my MB to help me out in tt.....hahahaz...woooooh cant wait sia....xpecially for the goddamn exams to end....haizzz..tml CAMM test...i gt to score really well in tis test in order nt to fail the module....haizzz....
~cheers

wah last 2 days hectic like nuts sia...tired like anything....1st yesterday..woke up at 7 went out to auntie hse...some prayers...then rushed to woodlands 4 the national day event rehearsal....was quite fun...met the 6th batch...some of them nt bad sia...hahahaz...the 2 in charge clive and jordan fun like anythin sia...hahaz...finished ard 8.30 and then came back with nisha...bt thanz to her 'brilliant' navigational skills....we took the wrong bus and ended up at bugis...lolz...then took train back to kallang and then we bth took bus hme....by e time reached hme ard 11 sia...lolz...then slept all e way til 12...woke up revised a little for test...and then met nisha and went to the event....the 6th batch damn kancheong sia...tell them be there at 5...gt some come there at 4 sia..lolz....in the end went there met them ard 5+....gt sone nvr come sat so muz brief them again...lolz...then aft rehearsin once....slacked all e way til 9++.....sianz...then was our turn to 'perform'...basically was juz to place the panels on the backgrd as the finale...lolz..then was quite fun.....the whole event ended ard 11....hahaz...came back with nisha...took the right bus tis time...lolz...haizzz tml test stil haven study finish...haizzzz.....gtg mug...
~cheers....

wah next wk triple terror...3 tests...haizz..gonna die soon...mon eng design....thurs camm..if i fail or juz pass i gt to see the stupid lecturer next sem again...haizzz....lastly gems test...
wed....i was sick...nvr go sch...anw onli 1 lesson so no big deal...then thurs started sch at 1 ended at 3...waited for quek and went to JL to check out on the job stuff.....met alexis and darren and irene oso...so in the end all went....then aft went back hme....so sianz....started rushing acc report...juz nice finished...aft much interruptions....lolz..
today supposed to meet irene and come sch bt as usual she overlept...no further elaborations....then went sch....had fof tut..and acc which was so slack til half the lesson i and ben were outside class..lolz....then had gems.....which was sooooooo boring....supposed to watch the movie for our test next wk....watched some chinese drama....halfway through it...slept..library so confortable to slp sia...hahahaz...then met wl and irene and then chao back with wl....funni sia..at boon keng station...tis weird guy gt in...ironically tis guy was the sbs transit staff....he was wearin the green uniform with matchin green bracelet and watch.....eeugh and a black handbag......and his hair was like dunno hw to describe sia....bt definitely nt normal....and the way he sit....damn bloody straight.....cfm perpendicular to the chair......lolz...anw yupz...as usual nearly everyone were starin at him....hahahz...weirdo sia...lolz tml gotta go auntie hse for some prayers early mornin....then gt the nyaa event at woodlands....arrgh.....so tiring.....

juz finished stupid rwps report....think abt 12 pages...nt bad sia....hope tml can wake up early..haizz...
my life is so topsy turvy....lolz...2 wks ago i realised tt i was sacked from cya all cos of a stupid video...juz yesterday vicky let me continue cya....its like so diao sia..damn bloody fickle..i guess it was good tt i asked her...anw i juz was so pissed...i'm already out of cya yet she ask me to help her find ppl for nyaa activites...etc..so i juz asked her bluntly...whether i can come back...her reply was ok...wah..it was so shiok sia...hahahhaz..anw nw looks like things back to normal..today had my acc presentation...went quite smoothly cept for the occational stammering....lolz..then had maths for an hr..and then finish at 1pm...hahaz..hanged ard with quek then go see joan in biz blk...hahaz...then hanged ard a little more..then chao hme lor with mama..hahaz..sianz....cant wait for shanghai trip...heard from quek tt i'm the onli non-chinese in the grp sia...and i'm goin china...hahahaz...well heard tt china gals like indian guys....hope its true....then go there can have a shiok time sia with the china babes....hehehehe...anw tts still a long way..exams comin sooon...haiz..cant wait to end then gt imf then back to duty!!!.....